Spring is in the air

Spring is still asleep

And then there was a big blank sheet of virtual paper and a lovely pen with the most beautiful and magical ink you have ever seen.  The energy bursts from time to time and then there's magic in the air. The sunset wakes the angels up who sleep in the blue sky  on  puffy clouds. If only you could see the puffy clouds made of whipped cream and the mermaids swimming in the sky! I miss them because now it's winter and the polar bears are up there! If you smell a hyacinth before March you will turn into an Ice queen and feel dizzy all spring and summer long. The daffodils are  different. They remind me of cucumbers.  I can't wait for the spring to come! 

It's just another new beginning!

I don't want you to think I am one of those haters. I am not! I love life, and all the meaningful and beautiful things which surround us. I hope your imagination can keep up with me. I hope I can challenge you to step in here with no fears, but dreams and colors. Today I had a really weird moment when I realized that I have to do something for me. Something which can make me feel good but in the same time bring me closer to me. That's what I am doing now! I am sorry that I always do this when I am on the verge of a breakdown. I am sorry, I really am. I have so many feelings these days! My heart is full and finally I feel how the words start to flow. I should tell you about my so called "situation" with the whole mankind (as in people, human scumbags etc.). I am afraid of them. They are mean. I am mean sometimes, too. Sometimes I like them, but sometimes I want to press a button and not see some of them ever again. I feel ashamed that I am just like them! I am afraid that one day I'll act completely like them and be just another common girl. This maybe isn't so bad for some of us, but for me this would be the beginning of a slow interior death. We are superficial. Even our spinal cord is damaged. I don't like tragedy, so I'll stop this wining right now. You know what? I hate long sentences. I don't know why but I like mine short and sharp. Can they make somebody bleed? I would talk to everybody in really short sentences and then watch the mean one bleed because of the poison in my words. I want to see them disappear! Don't be afraid! Everything will be OK! It's just another new beginning!